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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
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| Time: | 8:05 pm. |
| Mood: |  refreshed. | | Music: | Godsmack - I Stand Alone. |
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Hey all, wow, I haven't updated in a long time. Wow. Anyways, I have a dodgeball game on friday. Its only going to be 6 of us there this time. Which sucks but oh well. We can still kick ass. Can't wait till fridays game. Anyways, lately i've been kinda stressed. A lot of it is just really personal but I am getting over it a lot. I just need to be what I need to be and to not give into my whims so much and to be more supportive and yeah... anyways. I ALMOST got the job at fareway also. I went there yesterday and I was told to come back thursday or friday to see if I got the job. I can't wait to go. I'm pretty sure I made it. I just have to wait for the test results from the ethics test to come back. Cross your fingers for me everybody, gotta get this job. Must... not... fail... ethics... test!!! Anyways. Ap Psychology, wow. Its a really interesting class but i'm really behind in it. I hate it sometimes. I have a test to take on friday, I have about 70 pages of material to read until then, most of it is on the brain and on the history of psychology but still. Not only that, I have to finish an essay about a newspaper advertisement and descibe its bias and how it tricks us... god damit... And I have several practice and online quizzes. Sucks... At least im doing better than my dad who takes biolody 202 online with isu or something. He fails everything, hehe. Well, not really but still. Anywho. I'm actually getting better grades so far. I'm actually getting a b+ in spanish. ITS SPANISH! I used to hate that class, now I love it. YAHOOO. Might be short lived, but oh well, i'm happy right now. Plus, Janel has some sort of a surprise for me. I might get it tonight if she can come over, but I doubt she will be able to. Idk, never know. We randomly hang out at times like this at random times I guess.... randomly... Lets see here, what else. Not much else is going on. I haven't gone to any concerts at all last month, it was a real bore. sucked. That reminds me, I'm trying to get the local band SweetAfton to play at blinks sometime. IT should be cool. If any of you hear about a band called Sweetafton playing at blinks.. GO TO IT! OR DIE! anyways, I also think i'm comming down with something. My throat is really itchy and stuff and it feels kinda painful when I drink orange juice. Yeah, anyways. I THOUGHT I WAS IMMUNE TO EVERYTHING! DAMIT! LEts see here, what else.... somebody remind me of what has been going on so far, can't really think of much. Aside from relearning guitar, almost getting a job, loving the love of my life (its janel) and school. not much. Anywho, peace ya'll
~Tom
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Thursday, January 13th, 2005
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Hey all, not much is going on. Well, FINALS ARE DONE!!!!! I'm really glad now, I hate them. I don't think I did so good on most of them but right now I don't care. Second semester I'm going to work my ass off. I hope, idk. Anyways, I'm applying for a job at hot topic right now. It's really wierd. I don't know what to do for the "conviction of a felony" part. Could somebody help me out? lol. Its a huge application form too. Like 3 pages, gezz, other applications that I got were all about 1 page or just half of one. Crazy. But still, its hot topic, its worth it. Anywho. I'm working on a movie with some friends for spanish. We are doing the Don Quioto, its some guy who attacks windmills because he thought they were giants. Yeah, the spanish are kinda retarded like that. Part of our Spanish Final... which reminds me, technically, i'm not done with finals yet. GOD DAMIT! Oh well. Anywho. Not much else is going on. oh well, cya
~Tom
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Sunday, January 9th, 2005
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| Time: | 12:37 pm. |
| Mood: |  stessed, (ugly face) lol. | | Music: | Something Corporate - Space. |
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Hey all, I haven't updated in a while so, I guess I might. So far this past week was ok, kinda stressed, but thats just because of finals. I know that I'm screwed on them, but still. So far i've studied a little for physics and ap western civ, but not enough. Those are all I really need to study for today. Aside from that; I'm actually beginning to like this winter. Usually I hate winter, but this one is enjoyable. idk, maybe its just cause now I have a car and get to do doughnuts with them.... NOT DOUGNUTS LAUREN OR DOGNUTS MICAH! (inside joke). I also got some new music from Janel like Bowling for soup and Somthing Corporate. I also got another cd with some Pearl Jam on it and such. Its all good. Anyways. Not much else, this entry is pretty short, sry all. Well, there is some other stuff. Missy, I know that after what happened you thought Janel would need me, you were right, but we all needed each other. And Jeremey, none of this is your fault or Janel's. I just pray that we could all come back together, not like we used to be because I know that didn't work out for some, but still. I love you guys. I hope things get better and that we stay close, anyways, I'll catch ya'll later. Gotta go study more. CYA!
~ Tom
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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
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YOU ARE WEAK, AND STAND BENT
YOU DID NOT DO THIS TO YOURSELF, BUT WHO WHO TO BLAME...
WHY SHOULD WE BLAME, FOR WE ALL LIVE IN THE SAME HOUSE, TO BLAME IS START A WAR
YOU ARE WEAK AND STAND BENT
WHY NOT THEN, IN THIS TIME OF TRIAL, RISE UP TO STAND RIGID AND TALL?
BE I THE FOOL WHO COWARDS AND SHAMELESSLY DOESN'T
YOU ARE WEAK AND STAND BENT
YOU ARE NOT ALONE
NEVER EVER... ARE YOU ALONE
THIS STRUGGLE IS FOR ALL, FOR ALL WHO STAND BENT AND FOR ALL WHO WILL SOME DAY STOOP LOW
YOU WILL STAND RIGID AND TALL
THERE IS A TRIAL YOU MUST FACE
THOUGH THERE WILL BE SACRAFICE, FROM IT BRING MUCH FRUIT TO BEAR TO ALL WHO MAY NEED IT
YOU WILL STAND RIGID AND TALL
YOU WILL BE AN EXAMPLE TO OTHERS, THAT ALTHOUGH THERE ISN'T MUCH HOPE, THEY WILL PREVAIL
YOU WILL SPROUT OUT AND BECOME NEWLY BORN
YOU WILL STAND RIGID AND TALL
YOU WILL LIVE A NEW LIFE, A HEALTHY ONE, FULL OF LIFE AND JOY
THE NEW LIFE WILL BE BETTER AND MORE SWEET THAN THAT OF THE LAST
DREAMS WILL BE FULFILLED
TRY YOUR HARDEST, WE WILL BE THERE FOR YOU, ALL OF US. EVERYONE OF US IS IN THIS TRIAL TOGETHER BECAUSE WE ARE FAMILY.
WHERE ONE FALLS, THE REST MUST HELP HIM UP AND CARRY HIM, BUT NOT AS A BURDEN. NEVER EVER SHALL IT BE CALLED A BURDEN... IT NOW HAS A NEW NAME...
IT IS A HELPING HAND
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Friday, December 31st, 2004
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Hey all, WINTER FORMAL ROCKED! First time going and it was awesome. I got to wear this awesome tuxedo and everything. Also a bowtie. Bowties are cool. Anyways, after the dance: Me, Missy, Jeremy, and my gf Janel went to Perkins to eat. It was great. Sucks that we couldn't stay out later. Anyways. Today I got a lot of crap to do, so far ive gone to the library, Hollywood video store, called a bunch of people, got some studies done/prepared, and yeah, thats about it. Got a lto more to do. Planning a New Years party at Zanders House today. He told me to call him at 2 so I have plenty of time so far. Hope Janel and Missy Go... Jeremy will also go if missy goes, cause hes so Whipped, lol. But so am I, so I really shouldn't be talking. Anyways, thats about it, so chow.
~ Tom
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Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
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Hey all, a bunch of crazy stuff has been happening. I went to Nebraska for Christmas, the place was really boring. There was probably about 4 hours of excitement the entire 2 nights I was there. And my Cousins actually gave up some of their "busy" work to join my family. WOW! They actually were there to be with us when we visited them. Yeah, that was basically all the excitement. As far as christmas went, it was fun. I didn't get all that I wanted from my family, but I got some really neat stuff from Janel. I'm going to celebrate christmas again with Missy and Jeremey today before formal. Wow, its formal already, never thought i'd actually get to go. I'm so happy! :)
I also got to pick up my tuxedo, which rocks of course! I can't wait to put it on and go to the dance. Fuck this is going to be great, I can't wait. What else is going on... Aside from new music of course! Oh well. Yesterday, I went to borders with a 40 dollar gift card. The next half hour later... NO MONEY LEFT IN IT! lol. I only bought two cds and a little handy dandy booky for Jeremy's b-day present. Which reminds me, I should re-do missy's present. I'm really pissed off though too, the cd: Fight Club (soundtrack) didn't have the song I wanted. Something like : "in my head" by the Pixies. I really really really want it. Oh well. I also played monopoly a few times against Janel... She kicked my ass at that one... Someday Janel, someday, I will come back and beat you!!! Or probably just lose again, idk. lol. OH YES, HOW COULD I FORGET!
I SAW GARDEN STATE! Rented it on DVD last night too. I watched it with Janel and it was ok. The ending was touching in some strange way, lol. YES I'M A DORK! EVERYBODY ELSE THINKS SO TO!
Da da da
What else.... JANELS PRESENT TO ME WAS AWESOME! I got a shirt that says "I love tater tots" ITS PERFECT, I love tater tots, from the movie "Napoleon Dynamite." Its a really good movie, its also cool cause Janel's last name is Tott, so the shirt speaks for me both ways. lol.
Anyways, thats about it, sorta
JUST TO JANEL!
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> Before I go, i'd just like to say sry, I wasn't mad and i'm sry I did what I did. And, I hope that we can all work to make this better. And don't worry about faults because it doesn't matter. We will always be here for you, all of us. I love you baby.
Ok, now I'm done!
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Friday, December 24th, 2004
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| Time: | 7:26 am. |
| Mood: |  discontent - y? its X-mas. | | Music: | Limp Bizkit - Take A Look Around. |
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Alright, well, I guess I should update since I haven't in a while. Sort of, only been three days really. But anyways. It's been really hectic lately. Janel is leaving for Sioux city in about a half hour so I won't get to see her for a while. And then Christmas, got the best presents I could for the family and other friends; Even though I won't be able to celebrate it with friends until the 29th! Damit. Oh well. Other than just random stuff and bordness. OH YEAH! I figured out what Circle in Hell I'm going to Be in. Its going to be the 5th lvl of hell. WHOOOOOOO. The River Styx. JAnel, I have it printed off and stuff so then you could try it. Stupid Ten Minutes. Ok, just for all of you who don't know, http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-test.mv Go HERE! Its pretty cool. Plus, the got a bunch of other fun tests. www.4degreez.com
Awesome site. Aside from that I've got some new music. WHA HOOO! Got some soundtracks from the movie: Billy Elliot, loads of stuff from T.Rex. Then I got the new Blink 182... Yeah, I listen to bad music, but I DON"T CARE!
What else.... Nothing ness... Just boredom. Don't really feel like doing much of anything at all today so I dunno. Oh well
Cya
~Tom
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Monday, December 20th, 2004
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Hey all. Winter Break is really awesome. I went to a concert Saturday night and it was really awesome. Before that, I went to blinks for the first time in about 2 months. Everybody there is different and it was awesome to see them all again. They were having a formal dinner party. Everybody was dressed up really nice and everything. Tons of great food too, although I didn't eat, wasn't really hungry. After that they watched Elf. I myself left during the movie to go to the concert. Started at around 10:00. Non of us got out until like 12:15. It was awesome. It kinda sucked though cause Janel wasn't there. Neither were some other people I invited except for Ege. Missy and Jeremy were there too and that made it better! After that I took Ege home and then went home myself. I'm sry Janel that you couldn't go. Anyways. On Sunday I went to the movies with Missy, Jeremy, and Janel. Went to Spanglish. It was kinda a chickflick but it was a pretty good movie... Really sad at the end though. The wife cheated on her husband, that dirty bitch! Anyways, before that I had a friend over and we watched some t.v, played the Sims, and other stupid stuff. Not much happened. Aside from that, I hate the weather these days, I can't wait till winter is over. I can't even see why people love winter, it sucks soo bad. Anyways, right now its monday and I'm bored. bored Stiff. Anyways, somebody call me if you want to do something, idk. 296-1810. Cya all later, bye.
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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
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| Time: | 5:47 pm. |
| Mood: | dorky. |
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Hey all, sry I haven't updated in a while. Not really much to talk about other than this: Do not ever annoy a person with Cabbage... They can use the cabbage as a weapon and you will get hurt! Don't ask how I know... lol, idc. Anyways... Not much has been going on this week except for school and small other stuff. I got measured up for tuxedos last week. I have never worn anything that formal before. Its going to be sweet! Aside from that, I have yet to go to another concert. Aside from the one thats today at 7, I might to to another on the 18th. YOU ALL SHOULD GO! Anywho. I got some new music too! I got some sum 41, limp bizkit, some good charlotte, and some mix cds from Headbangers or Rock against Bush CDs. Our public library ROCKS! I love free stuff, and possibly buying stuff... idk. Doesn't matter, i'm broke anyways. The jobs that I applyed to, yeah, they never called or anything, even when I went in several times and they continualy said they would call me... NOO, THEY DIDN'T. Fuck them. I'm going to apply again once Christmas comes. I have no clue where but I don't want something in a fastfood place, thats for sure. I'd hate that job. Anywho, I gtg. Cya'all
Oh yeah, if you are interested in the concerts, just ask... Cya
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Saturday, December 11th, 2004
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| Time: | 10:29 am. |
| Mood: | really really happy. | | Music: | myself. |
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HEY ALL! TODAY's SATURDAY! WHOOOO! I'm really board right now so thats why I'm updating. Ok, Trevor, I will add you, sry about that. Anyways. Today I went looking at Tuxedos, went to some place, can't remember the name. The guy measured me and stuff. Kinda cool. I'm getting an awesome tux with a bowtie! BOWTIES ROCK! anyways. I just found my book: Inferno by Dante, so now I can start reading it. The report is due tuesday, thank god its only 150 some pages, 300 some but half of them are in latin. Its crazy. Anyways, I still have yet to get Janel a good b-day/christmas present. I already have Missy's, sort of, and I need to get Jeremy something. I don't know what to get him, other than some cd of some obscure band. Or another necklace, hes got 5.... He needs one more! Anyways, I gtg, gotta do my laundry and then go to my guitar lesson. WHOO
Sry, really happy
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Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
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| Time: | 3:54 pm. |
| Mood: | REALLY REALLY HAPPY. | | Music: | myself cursing this computer. |
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Hey all, today stuff stuff happened!!! Most stupid stuff and inside jokes but oh well. In trig, me and a few others decided to act like a different person. Just act like we were different people because our Teacher decided to act like a substitute teacher... why? Idk. So we were all acting like each other and saying catch phrases like "just like your face" or "stop playing calculator games" it was soo stupid. then 8th period, I was extremely high or something. One girl on our table said something like "The French are just like us, they are normal people." Everybody just burst out laughing, it wasn't funny but it just was at the time. But yeah, that all sounds stupid doesn't it. Anyways, I was going to get a new CD today from the library but I got lazy and decided to conserve gas... I guess if you could call that "lazy." Other than that, today was pretty blah. During 4th period though all the spanish students went to the auditorium. THANKS JANEL FOR NOTICING! lol, i'm not mad, just giving ya a hard time. We watched a bunch of people play music on wooded insturments and crap like that, it was really boring and really not that cultural, but oh well. Me and a few others were making fun of them. We sang along with them but in really low voices and changing the lyrics, annoyed a few people in front of us but we didn't care; they were all preps and dressed up really wierd with tons of makeup. They looked disgusting. What else happened..... Something else happened but I'm not going to tell all of you! HA!!! Now you will all just have to guess and drive yourself insane over it and ask me about it later! HAHAHA!!! Even though some people know... Anyways, what else... didn't do any of the hw but I got away with it anyways, we didn't do anything in any of our classes. Oh yeah, pretty soon me and my mom are going out shopping. I suddenly looked at myself in the mirror and noticed that my pants were wearing away into small holes. hmmmm, I need new pants. I'm also going to go out and buy Janel a Christman and Birthday present, and maybe another present because I love her so much. Plus, my mom's paying for it all, hehehe. I'm really cheap sometimes, but not enough. Anyways, chao you all!
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Sunday, December 5th, 2004
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OH yeah, nvm you all. The band Concert is at 7:00 at the M-shop
MY BAD!
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| Time: | 9:34 am. |
| Mood: | None-of-ur-business. | | Music: | nothing. |
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Whooo HOOOO, I've figured out how to change the stupid settings so my journal looks good. No, it hasn't taken me months to figure out, just 5 minutes! I'm not retarded, Gosh!
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| Time: | 9:28 am. |
| Mood: | horny because I feel good. | | Music: | none, can't listen to any on this setting. |
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Hey all, sorry I haven't updated in a while. Been kinda busy lately. Anyways, this week was pretty fun. There was an awesome concert last wendsday at the m-shop with bands like Sweetafton and Rosefield Rivals. Theres also another one today at the m-shop at 7:30. Its Sweetafton's opening Cd night. 5$ to get in though, and 8$ for a CD. Damn, I spend too much money these days. I really want to get a job, all the places I applyed for, didn't get into, damit! Oh well, not much else is really going on. Went to a movie with Janel and such and thats about it. SHES FINALLY SEEN NAPOLEON DYNAMITE!!! About time. Anyways, I gtg all. Cya
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Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
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If there is someone on your friends list who you would either like to tie down and have your way with, teasing them mercilessly and making them beg for release, or have them tie YOU down, post this exact same sentence in your journal.....
Something from Missy's last Entry lol
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| Time: | 8:41 pm. |
| Mood: | im horny! WHOOOoo. |
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Hey all, Today was complete shit. I didn't do so good in Physics at all... I did however get a B- on the hardest test in Ap Physics. I didn't finish all my THA'z... But you know what... FUCK IT! FUCK IT!! FUCK IT!!! Other than that, today was ok... I didn't get to see Janel a whole lot. I'm talking with her on the phone right now. Its ok, we are talking about some intimate stuff.... No, not the perverted stuff you fucking fags! Not that any of you are perverts, I trust you all, but still. I don't know, im just kinda screwed up mentally right now. Plus, I still have pink nail polish on my right hand... GOD DAMN YOU LAUREN!!! Janel also says shes going to bring black nail polish for me... Might look good on me... That really doesn't sound good for me... to wear nail polish... I'm a fucking guy, wtf. Darn I need to watch my mouth.. Excuse me while I get a bar of soap. Anyways, I'm feeling a bit better now after talking with Janel. I feel that us two can relate to anything, its perfect. Janel, I love you a lot, I truly do, and I want to be there and help you through whatever end. Always
Anyways ya'll, I love ya, espcially Janel
Chao
Thomas Wilke
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Sunday, November 21st, 2004
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| Time: | 6:37 pm. |
| Mood: | Amused. | | Music: | myself humming a song by Sum 41 - We're all to Blame. |
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LMAO! Anthony was just over for dinner. Dang. Put him, my dad, both in the same room.... It's always great.
Dad: Hey, you know there is a group of people in ragbri called "Team Pie."
Dad: All they do is eat pie for the whole week.
Anthony: really?
Dad: yeah.
Anthony: thats disgusting!
Dad: Oh, they also drink lots of beer and maybe a few other solid food types
Anthony: Oh, ok, thats awesome!
lol, funny stuff tonight.
www.slimdeals.net
haha! anyways, I gtg to do more hw, cya all later
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| Time: | 1:51 pm. |
| Mood: | I'm Bored. | | Music: | surprisingly, nothing at all. |
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Hey, not much is going on. This weekend was pretty blah. I did nothing at all on saturday, although I could have done something... I didn't. I worked out a little though; so, I'm getting myself back into the habbit again. I still haven't done my homework yet, but, that can wait a litle while.
In other news, I finally went to church today. Didn't go the last two weeks, but oh well. I saw an old friend there too. Not really a friend, but some little kid that I knew from summer school when I TA'd there. I don't think they recognized me.... Oh well. Aside from that and doing the chores, Anthony is comming over! Its been a while too, he hasn't been over in 3 weeks or so. I don't know, anyways, turns out that ISU gets this week off, so nobody is at the dorms but him and a bunch of other foreigners. Haha. Anywho, I gtg now, so I'll cya all
Haha, Janel, got ya pic.
TTYL
Adios
bonjour, "so it goes"
However it goes
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Thursday, November 18th, 2004
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| Time: | 3:41 pm. |
| Mood: |  Anxious, stuffs happening. | | Music: | myself typing - myself typing. |
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Hey all again. I think I did good on my Ap Western Civ exam! Anyways, Janel, I hope you did good on your tests, and I hope you get your lab done! I believe you can, you can do it. It would be hard but still. Anyways, there are two concerts going on: One is on November 30th at the M-Shop, can't remember what band, but I know something is happening there. The other date is the day after and its on December 1st. Its Stephen's band (guy that Janel Knows, super cool). His band is playing, so you all bETTER GO!
Anywho, I gtg
I love you Janel! Hope you don't feel so stressed today
Your baby Tom
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Hey all again, its like 6:49 and I'm already awake and ready to go to school! I bet all of you are sleeping right now. Anyways, I just deleted my last entry because it was all wrong and i'd like to apolgize. I'm just kinda moody and I owe ya all a lot. Thanks Lauren! Hope you could all just understand but oh well. Wish me luck on my Ap Western Civ Exams, two days of testing. YAY!
Love ya all.... I love Janel more!
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